minta maaf :'(

hai abang ! entry kali nie khas untuk ko . ak tawu ak slalu ckp x pk dlu . ikut sedap mulut ak je kan ? ak minx maaf sgt2 . ak kuat emosional lah semenjak 2 menjak nie . tp ak geram , time ak mmg btol2 perlukan ko , ak kol ko , tp kwn ko yg angkat . x kesah lah kalau tlg angkat , nie ckp mepek2 . rse cm nk tepuk kepale die je ! mmg sala ak , ak kol time sala . tp mood ak yg xde time sala ! ko sndri tawu ko je yg bole tenangkan ak time ak nanges . ak xley bayangkan cner kalau ak hilang ko lah abg . dlm byk2 'abg' yg ak ade , ko je lah yg btol2 tunjuk yg ko syg kat ak . slalu ade time ak nanges and suke . tp byk time ak nanges lah . sorry sbb ko slalu kene dgr ak nanges . dah nk wat cner , dah mmg ak nie ske nanges . tp ak gelak je ble teringat balik , setiap kali ak nanges , mesti ko terdiam . ak pon xtawu kenape . then kejap2 mesti ko akan ckp , dah , jgn nanges . uwaaaaa , sumpah ak syg ko lah abg ! so , please forgive adeq ko yg mulut longkang nie please :'(

so , u still mad ? ak im ko , ko x rep. ak kol ko tp ko x angkat .

I am very sorry to have upset you . please , i need one more chance . please , do forgive me ! :'(

btw , ak nak tnye ? cner ngan stitch oku ? sehat tak die ? ak rindu die oke ?

kalau ko nak tawu , mse birthday ak , ak dpt 2 ekor anak stitch oku . sorang boboy sorang gegirl . huahuahua !

p/s : abg , please forgive me ya ! ak jnji ak x wat da . ak syg ko and x sggp nak hilang ko . please forgive me !

hey Mr R , lagu nie untuk awak !!

You and I go hard, at each other like we going to war
You and I go rough, we keep throwing things and slammin' the door
You and I get so, damn dysfunctional we stopped keeping score
You and I get sick, yah I know that we can't do this no more

But baby there you again, there you again making me love you
Yeah I stopped using my head, using my head let it all go
Got you stuck on my body, on my body like a tattoo
And now i'm feeling stupid, feeling stupid crawling back to you
So I cross my heart, and I hope to die, that I'll only stay with you one more night
And I know I said it a million times
But i'll only stay with you one more night

Trying to tell you no, but my body keeps on telling you yes
Trying to tell you stop, but your lipstick got me so out of breath
I'd be waking up, in the morning probably hating myself
And i'd be waking up, feeling satisfied but guilty as hell

But baby there you go again, there you go again making me love you
Yeah I stopped using my head, using my head let it all go
Got you stuck on my body, on my body like a tattoo
And now i'm feeling stupid, feeling stupid crawling back to you
So I cross my heart, and I hope to die, that i'll only stay with you one more night
And I know i've said it a million times
But i'll only stay with you one more night

Yeah baby give me one more night
Yeah baby give me one more night
Yeah baby give me one more night

But baby there you again, there you again making me love you
Yeah I stopped using my head, using my head let it all go
Got you stuck on my body, on my body like a tattoo
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah

So I cross my heart, and I hope to die, that i'll only stay with you one more night
And I know i've said it a million times
But i'll only stay with you one more night

(yeah baby give me one more night)

So I cross my heart, and I hope to die, that i'll only stay with you one more night
And I know i've said it a million times
But i'll only stay with you one more night

(I don't know, whatever...)

cleansing cream :')

lirik yang HAMPIR kene dengan keadaan aku sekarang :')

 

Brown Eyed Girls - Cleansing Cream

After playing like crazy all day, I erase my thick makeup
Will I forget by being like this?
Looking quite miserable, on top of my half-erased cheeks
On top of the half-erased lipstick,
The fallen tears melt with the cleansing cream

Why, why, why, unni?
All throughout the night, why can’t I forget him?
Why, why, why, unni?
With my blackened and smeared tears, I can’t forget him
 

And I stubbornly say, bye, bye

* What do I do, unni? I want to sleep now
But my heart keeps running to him
What to do, unni? I don’t think I can go on like this
Please, can you have a drink with me? I ask of you, unni

Have you ever been in love?
Have you ever really loved?
Love – for others it’s so easy
But for me, it’s like an unerasable tattoo
I empty my glass again

Today, there was a really great guy who asked me out
But I kept seeing him
I stupidly ran out from that place,
I stupidly couldn’t do anything
What’s the use of pretty makeup?

Why, why, why, unni?
(Why can’t I forget this one guy for all this time
Unintentional memories get erased in the far distance
He already forgot about me)
Why, why, why, unni?
With my blackened and smeared tears, I can’t forget him
And I stubbornly say, bye, bye
Why, why, why

* What do I do, unni? I want to sleep now
But my heart keeps running to him
What to do, unni? I don’t think I can go on like this
Please, can you have a drink with me? I ask of you, unni

Please party with me
I don’t want to erase my makeup yet
I ask of you, unni

It hurts, it hurts – my closed heart – a lot, a lot
Oh my honey, honey baby – what should I do?

It hurts, it hurts – my closed heart – a lot, a lot
Oh my honey, honey baby – what should I do?

:')

tidur x lena

mende yang paling aku mencik , jdi lg skali kat aku . fine laa , x cukup ke selame nie pnye susah aku nk tidur ? sekarang nie kau buat aku tidur x lena plak . asal aku tidur je , mesti lepas sejam atau dua jam kemudian , aku akan terjage . hmm . sampai ble nk kene jdi cmnie ? mencik lah perasaan macam nie . thanks sbb dah wat aku sampai jadi macam nie . kalau keadaan nie jdi sampai lah aku nak start teaching practicum , matilah aku :(

melayan jiwa !

layan jiwa , ayat yg aku sangat menyampah semenjak 2 menjak nie . entah kenape , ade sorang hamba Allah nie slalu sgt kate aku nie suke layan jiwa . eh salah ke aku rindu die ? sangat entah pape . aku tawu aku xde hak . aku tawu die dah ade awek . dah nie ape yg aku rase . xkan aku nak tahan plak kot kan ? aku bukan robot laa weyh , but hell yeah , aku mmg ngah rindu die . shial laa . die x pk pon psl aku tp aku nie sebok je pk psl die . entah kenape malam nie asyek layan lagu korea yg melayan jiwa . even xtawu ape mksd die , but still sgt melayan jiwa . xpelah nadia , move on je lah oke ? chaiyokk chaiyokk :)

hye feelings :)

hye si gedik , sorry sbb susahkan awak suruh bace mende alah nie . tu pon kalau awak bace . sebenarnyer an , dah lame x update blog . tp ari nie rse cm nk update sgt ! rindu . rindu blog . tp lg rindu kat si gedik sye yg sorang nie . nie bole dinamekan luahan perasaan laa jugak . sye nk minx maaf sbb selame nie dah byk sakitkan ati awak . sye x faham kenape awak still bole tahan ngan sye . pdhal sye tawu awak dah letey sgt ngan sye . sye minx maaf . sbb sye mmg sengaje wat mcm tu . kononnyer nak awak tgglkan sye . tp sbnrnyer , sye xnk ! sye xnk awak tgglkan sye ! serius :(( kalau awak nk tawu , kdg2 sye nk sgt awak tgglkan die utk sye . eh siyes sye mmg pentingkan diri sendri . sorry sbb jujur . tp kalau sye nie nadia yg dlu , sye mmg xkn give up and mmg akan try dptkan awak cner skali pon . ble btol2 dah xde peluang bru sye akan give up . tapi sygnyer , sye dah berubah . sye jdi lemah , lembik and everything ! ahahaha . kalau ex sye tawu psl sye ngan awak nie , mst die bg semangat kat sye . bkn bg semangat utk tgglkan awak , tp soh dptkan awak . giler kan mamat tu ? die je yg selalu faham sye . sbb tu syg giler nk mampus kat die . tp skrg sye syg giler nak mampus kat org laen plak . sory sbb jujur psl mende nie kat awak . tp cner ? sye nk awak . sye xnk ilang awak . sye x paam kenape sye bole ikut ckp awak larang sye contact ngan si pervert tu . sye mmg dah x contact ngan die . begitu byk text dri die seyh . sory lah aiman , i syg mamat nie lah . i akan ikut je ape yg die soh . syg sgt kan ? and awak , sye x perlu sebab kan utk syg awak ? awak selalu igt sye bosan kalau msg ngan awak sorang je . sye xtawu kenape awak bole pk mcm tu . and sye sedey ble awak tnye cmtu . sye tawu sye xde hak tapi ....... ntahlah ! sye xnk awak rse bersala ngan sye . and sye xnk awak asyek minx maaf ngan sye . bole x ? rse sebak je cmtu . sye just minx awak jgn tgglkan sye je . tu pon kalau bole . senyum cket :)

sye nk kasi satu lagu kat awak . maybe awak penah dgr lagu nie , tp sye nak adiahkan lagu nie kat awak . 

BEDROOM SANCTUARY - LAGU

 

Hari ku harus dipenuhi dengan kehadiranmu
Sayangku 

Fikiranku hanya dipenuhi dengan senyumanmu
Alangkah indah jika dirimu sentiasa disisiku
Sayangku 

Berikanku hanya satu hanya satu lagu

Hari ku harus dipenuhi dengan kemanjaanmu
Cintaku 

Fikiranku hanya dipenuhi dengan suaramu
Alangkah indah jika dirimu sentiasa disisiku
Sayangku 

Berikanku hanya satu hanya satu lagu

Alangkah indah jika dirimu sentiasa disisiku
Sayangku berikanku hanya satu hanya satu lagu

dengar lagu nie mst teringat kat awak , teringat kat awak mst dgr lagu nie . ececece , bluueerrrkkk :P

 (dah ulang lagu nie byk kali taw tanpe rase bosan dan jemu)

 

jiwang seyh ~~ ckup2 laa kot eh ? and 1 more thing !

<3 i love u so much <3

kenyit kenyit cket , HAHA !

comel lah mende nie . comel mcm awak :*

Mohd Faiz Haziq Sayuthi :)

Mohd Faiz Haziq b Sayuthi

alkisah cerita pasal budak nie , suke sgt maen TALKING TOM dlm phone aku smpai ngilai teruk dibuatnyer ! kalau x abes bateri phone aku memang x sah lah . mamat nie baru berusia 4 tahun , kalau x silap aku lah and hobi die lebey kurang same je ngan aku iaituuuu suke geget org . tp kalau die geget aku , seminggu jugak ah love bitenyer =='' . nak dijadikan cter , aku berborak dengan nenek aku yg ngah sibuk menjahit something (aku pon x pasti ape) . at the same time , mamat nie pon ade and die ngah sibuk jugak maen gunting . nenek aku cter lah psl mamat yg sebok maen gunting tu . nak dijadikan cter , ade satu ari nie , brg2 dlm peti ais smue terjatuh kua dri peti ais . nenek aku mmg x ah nk tunduk utk kutip smue2 tu last2 beliau minx lah tlg mamat nie kutipkan . yg xley blahnyer , bole plak mamat nie ckp cmnie : 

''nape tok bg jatuh nie ? laen kali jgn buat dah . bertuah pnye tok''

atoyai , bertuah pnye cucu . dgr je cter nenek aku tu , terus terkua satu word dri mulut ak - ''pungkuk hang''. errr , sorry to say mmg aku x sengaje ckp mcm tu . alhamdulillah , naseb baek mamat tu x dgr ape yg aku ckp . ble dah bosan kat stu , aku pon minx dri nak balik uma . lepas je salam ngan nenek aku , mamat tu terus tggl gunting die and jerit2 ''pungkuk hang'' byk2 kali smpai laa die dah x nmpk aku kat depan mate die . aku mati-matian ingat die x dgr tp rupe2nyer die pasang telinga gak ohh ! siyes ckp xde niat lgsg nak aja mamat tu ckp cmtu ! 

ternyate budak2 zaman skrg cepat tangkap ape yg kite ckp and bole ckp semula mende tu kat kite . minx ampun byk2 lah kat parents die ! tbe2 aku risaukan teaching practicum aku . cner pon aku kene jge smue percakapan aku , bkn bole maen ckp lepas je kan ? tp , bole ke ? mampu ke aku ? aaarrggghhh !

p/s : sumpah kau comel lah mamat tecik , tp watch out your word , aku rase nak geget kau sampai lumat je lah ! ==''