hey Mr R , lagu nie untuk awak !!

You and I go hard, at each other like we going to war
You and I go rough, we keep throwing things and slammin' the door
You and I get so, damn dysfunctional we stopped keeping score
You and I get sick, yah I know that we can't do this no more

But baby there you again, there you again making me love you
Yeah I stopped using my head, using my head let it all go
Got you stuck on my body, on my body like a tattoo
And now i'm feeling stupid, feeling stupid crawling back to you
So I cross my heart, and I hope to die, that I'll only stay with you one more night
And I know I said it a million times
But i'll only stay with you one more night

Trying to tell you no, but my body keeps on telling you yes
Trying to tell you stop, but your lipstick got me so out of breath
I'd be waking up, in the morning probably hating myself
And i'd be waking up, feeling satisfied but guilty as hell

But baby there you go again, there you go again making me love you
Yeah I stopped using my head, using my head let it all go
Got you stuck on my body, on my body like a tattoo
And now i'm feeling stupid, feeling stupid crawling back to you
So I cross my heart, and I hope to die, that i'll only stay with you one more night
And I know i've said it a million times
But i'll only stay with you one more night

Yeah baby give me one more night
Yeah baby give me one more night
Yeah baby give me one more night

But baby there you again, there you again making me love you
Yeah I stopped using my head, using my head let it all go
Got you stuck on my body, on my body like a tattoo
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah

So I cross my heart, and I hope to die, that i'll only stay with you one more night
And I know i've said it a million times
But i'll only stay with you one more night

(yeah baby give me one more night)

So I cross my heart, and I hope to die, that i'll only stay with you one more night
And I know i've said it a million times
But i'll only stay with you one more night

(I don't know, whatever...)

cleansing cream :')

lirik yang HAMPIR kene dengan keadaan aku sekarang :')

 

Brown Eyed Girls - Cleansing Cream

After playing like crazy all day, I erase my thick makeup
Will I forget by being like this?
Looking quite miserable, on top of my half-erased cheeks
On top of the half-erased lipstick,
The fallen tears melt with the cleansing cream

Why, why, why, unni?
All throughout the night, why can’t I forget him?
Why, why, why, unni?
With my blackened and smeared tears, I can’t forget him
 

And I stubbornly say, bye, bye

* What do I do, unni? I want to sleep now
But my heart keeps running to him
What to do, unni? I don’t think I can go on like this
Please, can you have a drink with me? I ask of you, unni

Have you ever been in love?
Have you ever really loved?
Love – for others it’s so easy
But for me, it’s like an unerasable tattoo
I empty my glass again

Today, there was a really great guy who asked me out
But I kept seeing him
I stupidly ran out from that place,
I stupidly couldn’t do anything
What’s the use of pretty makeup?

Why, why, why, unni?
(Why can’t I forget this one guy for all this time
Unintentional memories get erased in the far distance
He already forgot about me)
Why, why, why, unni?
With my blackened and smeared tears, I can’t forget him
And I stubbornly say, bye, bye
Why, why, why

* What do I do, unni? I want to sleep now
But my heart keeps running to him
What to do, unni? I don’t think I can go on like this
Please, can you have a drink with me? I ask of you, unni

Please party with me
I don’t want to erase my makeup yet
I ask of you, unni

It hurts, it hurts – my closed heart – a lot, a lot
Oh my honey, honey baby – what should I do?

It hurts, it hurts – my closed heart – a lot, a lot
Oh my honey, honey baby – what should I do?

:')

tidur x lena

mende yang paling aku mencik , jdi lg skali kat aku . fine laa , x cukup ke selame nie pnye susah aku nk tidur ? sekarang nie kau buat aku tidur x lena plak . asal aku tidur je , mesti lepas sejam atau dua jam kemudian , aku akan terjage . hmm . sampai ble nk kene jdi cmnie ? mencik lah perasaan macam nie . thanks sbb dah wat aku sampai jadi macam nie . kalau keadaan nie jdi sampai lah aku nak start teaching practicum , matilah aku :(

melayan jiwa !

layan jiwa , ayat yg aku sangat menyampah semenjak 2 menjak nie . entah kenape , ade sorang hamba Allah nie slalu sgt kate aku nie suke layan jiwa . eh salah ke aku rindu die ? sangat entah pape . aku tawu aku xde hak . aku tawu die dah ade awek . dah nie ape yg aku rase . xkan aku nak tahan plak kot kan ? aku bukan robot laa weyh , but hell yeah , aku mmg ngah rindu die . shial laa . die x pk pon psl aku tp aku nie sebok je pk psl die . entah kenape malam nie asyek layan lagu korea yg melayan jiwa . even xtawu ape mksd die , but still sgt melayan jiwa . xpelah nadia , move on je lah oke ? chaiyokk chaiyokk :)

hye feelings :)

hye si gedik , sorry sbb susahkan awak suruh bace mende alah nie . tu pon kalau awak bace . sebenarnyer an , dah lame x update blog . tp ari nie rse cm nk update sgt ! rindu . rindu blog . tp lg rindu kat si gedik sye yg sorang nie . nie bole dinamekan luahan perasaan laa jugak . sye nk minx maaf sbb selame nie dah byk sakitkan ati awak . sye x faham kenape awak still bole tahan ngan sye . pdhal sye tawu awak dah letey sgt ngan sye . sye minx maaf . sbb sye mmg sengaje wat mcm tu . kononnyer nak awak tgglkan sye . tp sbnrnyer , sye xnk ! sye xnk awak tgglkan sye ! serius :(( kalau awak nk tawu , kdg2 sye nk sgt awak tgglkan die utk sye . eh siyes sye mmg pentingkan diri sendri . sorry sbb jujur . tp kalau sye nie nadia yg dlu , sye mmg xkn give up and mmg akan try dptkan awak cner skali pon . ble btol2 dah xde peluang bru sye akan give up . tapi sygnyer , sye dah berubah . sye jdi lemah , lembik and everything ! ahahaha . kalau ex sye tawu psl sye ngan awak nie , mst die bg semangat kat sye . bkn bg semangat utk tgglkan awak , tp soh dptkan awak . giler kan mamat tu ? die je yg selalu faham sye . sbb tu syg giler nk mampus kat die . tp skrg sye syg giler nak mampus kat org laen plak . sory sbb jujur psl mende nie kat awak . tp cner ? sye nk awak . sye xnk ilang awak . sye x paam kenape sye bole ikut ckp awak larang sye contact ngan si pervert tu . sye mmg dah x contact ngan die . begitu byk text dri die seyh . sory lah aiman , i syg mamat nie lah . i akan ikut je ape yg die soh . syg sgt kan ? and awak , sye x perlu sebab kan utk syg awak ? awak selalu igt sye bosan kalau msg ngan awak sorang je . sye xtawu kenape awak bole pk mcm tu . and sye sedey ble awak tnye cmtu . sye tawu sye xde hak tapi ....... ntahlah ! sye xnk awak rse bersala ngan sye . and sye xnk awak asyek minx maaf ngan sye . bole x ? rse sebak je cmtu . sye just minx awak jgn tgglkan sye je . tu pon kalau bole . senyum cket :)

sye nk kasi satu lagu kat awak . maybe awak penah dgr lagu nie , tp sye nak adiahkan lagu nie kat awak . 

BEDROOM SANCTUARY - LAGU

 

Hari ku harus dipenuhi dengan kehadiranmu
Sayangku 

Fikiranku hanya dipenuhi dengan senyumanmu
Alangkah indah jika dirimu sentiasa disisiku
Sayangku 

Berikanku hanya satu hanya satu lagu

Hari ku harus dipenuhi dengan kemanjaanmu
Cintaku 

Fikiranku hanya dipenuhi dengan suaramu
Alangkah indah jika dirimu sentiasa disisiku
Sayangku 

Berikanku hanya satu hanya satu lagu

Alangkah indah jika dirimu sentiasa disisiku
Sayangku berikanku hanya satu hanya satu lagu

dengar lagu nie mst teringat kat awak , teringat kat awak mst dgr lagu nie . ececece , bluueerrrkkk :P

 (dah ulang lagu nie byk kali taw tanpe rase bosan dan jemu)

 

jiwang seyh ~~ ckup2 laa kot eh ? and 1 more thing !

<3 i love u so much <3

kenyit kenyit cket , HAHA !

comel lah mende nie . comel mcm awak :*

Mohd Faiz Haziq Sayuthi :)

Mohd Faiz Haziq b Sayuthi

alkisah cerita pasal budak nie , suke sgt maen TALKING TOM dlm phone aku smpai ngilai teruk dibuatnyer ! kalau x abes bateri phone aku memang x sah lah . mamat nie baru berusia 4 tahun , kalau x silap aku lah and hobi die lebey kurang same je ngan aku iaituuuu suke geget org . tp kalau die geget aku , seminggu jugak ah love bitenyer =='' . nak dijadikan cter , aku berborak dengan nenek aku yg ngah sibuk menjahit something (aku pon x pasti ape) . at the same time , mamat nie pon ade and die ngah sibuk jugak maen gunting . nenek aku cter lah psl mamat yg sebok maen gunting tu . nak dijadikan cter , ade satu ari nie , brg2 dlm peti ais smue terjatuh kua dri peti ais . nenek aku mmg x ah nk tunduk utk kutip smue2 tu last2 beliau minx lah tlg mamat nie kutipkan . yg xley blahnyer , bole plak mamat nie ckp cmnie : 

''nape tok bg jatuh nie ? laen kali jgn buat dah . bertuah pnye tok''

atoyai , bertuah pnye cucu . dgr je cter nenek aku tu , terus terkua satu word dri mulut ak - ''pungkuk hang''. errr , sorry to say mmg aku x sengaje ckp mcm tu . alhamdulillah , naseb baek mamat tu x dgr ape yg aku ckp . ble dah bosan kat stu , aku pon minx dri nak balik uma . lepas je salam ngan nenek aku , mamat tu terus tggl gunting die and jerit2 ''pungkuk hang'' byk2 kali smpai laa die dah x nmpk aku kat depan mate die . aku mati-matian ingat die x dgr tp rupe2nyer die pasang telinga gak ohh ! siyes ckp xde niat lgsg nak aja mamat tu ckp cmtu ! 

ternyate budak2 zaman skrg cepat tangkap ape yg kite ckp and bole ckp semula mende tu kat kite . minx ampun byk2 lah kat parents die ! tbe2 aku risaukan teaching practicum aku . cner pon aku kene jge smue percakapan aku , bkn bole maen ckp lepas je kan ? tp , bole ke ? mampu ke aku ? aaarrggghhh !

p/s : sumpah kau comel lah mamat tecik , tp watch out your word , aku rase nak geget kau sampai lumat je lah ! ==''

Budak Saman

nak dijadikan cerita , pada suatu hari , ade seorang budak tu , mcm biase laa rutin harian die yg sgt membosankan kan tu , budakk tu asyek menghadap lappy je . bosannyer ! tibe2 rumate die dtg . pastu berlaku laa satu conversation .

rumate : jum pegi pantai ? ak ngan budak2 nie nak g pantai . jum laa ikut skali . ktaowg 4 org je . muat lg  sorang   . kalau ko ikut xyah sewa kete auto . nana reti bwk auto je . kalau ko ikut sewa manual je laa .
budakk berkenaan : ala , mslhnyer ak dah jnji nak lepak ngan wani n fatin laa ptg nie . tp xtaw lg nak lepak mane . korang pegi je laa .
rumate : ala , jum laa pegi sekali . xpelah ko nadia , ak ajak mst ko xnk pegi(sekali geg2 die ajak budak tu pegi skali)
budakk berkenaan : (memikir)

last2 budakk berkenaan tu kol laa si wani ngan fatin tu , ajak pegi pantai . maknenyer pegi asing laa . x pegi ngan rumate die pon . tp da jnji nk jumpe kat sne . si fatin ckp oke je . tp si wani ckp xnk . xde bajet ape smue . ape lg , last2 ak pon xnk pegi laa . xkn ak ngan cik tin je kot yg pegi berdua naek satu kete ? last2 ak ckp xyah laa pegi . then tbe2 wani ckp nk pegi plak . pastu ape lg ? KITE ENJOYY !

nak dijadikan cter lg , si budakk nie nak pnjm camera si aleev polaghoid . sbb camera budakk nie kene sewa ngan org . so terpakse laa pnjm kan ? aleev polaghoid tu bg byk gler alasan . mls nk trun bwh kasi camera laa , bateri camera x charge lg laa . gara2 nak gune sgt camera tu , last2 budakk tu sggp ckp cmnie - xpe , i naek blok p tu g amek camera tu kat u . ciss , bajet berani abes . last2 aleev polaghoid ckp dtg blok die nnt gtaw (dpt green light pnjm camera) . budakk tu pon ape lg ? kol pak awang (sewa kete) tros laa ! tgk2 pak awang ckp kete abes . cissss . takpe takpe . sewa kat tmpt laen laa nmpk gayenyer . dsbbkan nak kua sgt , last2 budakk tu sewa laa kat tmpt yg die sgt mencik nk sewa sbb pekerja die yg sgt menyampahkan . ske sgt kacau org . tp its oke , at least dpt gak kete .

time abe tu dtg amek , bole plak abe tu bsing2 kat budakk tu sbb budakk tu trun lmbt . budakk tu pon ape lg , tros ckp kat abe tu , rilex laa abe ! kalut2 nak p mana ? customer lebey pntg ! hakktuiihhh ! xley pcye budakk tu berani ckp cmtu . last2 ble da dpt je kete , budakk tu msok unisza balik sbb kene pegi jemput cik tin . pastu g amek camera kat aleev polaghoid plak . aleev polaghoid turun dri blok die lmbt gler . tawu laa tingkat 4 tp agak2 laa weyh . lmbt mcm ngah bancuh simen nak wat tangga dri tingkat 4 smpai ke tingkat bwh je . dah dpt camera , bole plak die soh budakk tu anta die g kedai depan unisza tu sbb nak beli brg . shit ! budakk tu pon terpakse je laa ikut arahan die sbb budak tu rse bersalah sbb budakk tu dah pnjm camera beliau . otw g kedai depan unisza tu , budakk tu drive mcm shit laa sbb nak cepat2 pegi pantai yg dijanjikan utk bertemu dgn rumatenyer . otw nk pegi tu gak laa bole si aleev polaghoid tu ckp budakk tu bwk kete cm ape ntah (x igt ayat die) . lepas selesai urusan beliau kat kedai tersebut , budakk tu pegilah isi minyak kete . then tros anta aleev polaghoid balik blok p die tu balik .

pastu tetibe teringat nak kene anta kaen utk wat baju kat uma sarah . then balik blok budakk tu balik utk amek kaen tersabut . otw pegi blok biruni tu , umar arshad mohammad selamat plak kol . die tnye ngah wat ape segale . budakk tu ckp laa die nk g pantai . pastu umar ckp umar nak ikut . then lepas amek kaen tu tros pegi tgu bwh blok umar sbb umar nak ikut gak . tgu umar agak lmbt gak laa sbb die ckp s*****r die ilang ==''. perlu ke jujur sgt ? ble die dah trun dri blok , sengaje plak melambatkan keadaan pegi tegur senior plak . atoyai !

otw pegi pantai . bukak radio kuat2 smbil gelak melalak sbb nk enjoy . decide nak g pantai teluk ketapang . time tu smue ngah gelakkan umar psl s*****r . otw jalan g pantai nie , tbe2 ade road block . ohh shitt ! takpe takpe , kalut laa nie pakai seat belt . smpai turn budakk tu , budakk tu pon bukak laa tingkap kete , jpj kot ! oke oke senyum dlu . jpj tu minx lesen . budakk tu pon bg laa . then jpj tu ckp , ade game bola ke mlm nie ? yea mmg budakk tu pkai baju bola tp x semestinyer bole pkai bju bole time ade game bola je kan ? last2 die tnye mane pelekat p kat budak tu . terus senyap kot . then die soh benti tepi . budakk tu hanye ikut arahan je .

benti je kat tepi , rupe2nyer budakk tu kene saman weyh ! sbb x lekat tande p . sioooottt ! yg xley blahnyer budakk tu aku lahhhhh ! ak bole senyum2 lg time tu sbb smue kete yg lalu kat jln tu , yg bini2 yg duk dlm kete tu smue senyum kat aku . aku taw laa aku comey . tp xyah laa senyum kat aku weyh . aku kene saman kot . kau ade ? haish ! yg aku x puas ati , asal ckp cm taek ah ngan aku ? ade ati nak pau duet aku tp ckp cm taek ngan aku . grrrr !

lepas selesai aku tros blah dri stu . terus gerak ke matlamat utama . lgsg x pk psl saman tu tp still tergelak2 psl kejadian tu . siyes emosi x stabil . mulut nie x abes2 say sorry kat kwn2 smue . last2 smpai pantai lewat gak . tp ktaowg amek byk gbr . beshnyer moments tersebut . angennyer yg kuat asyek nak terbangkan pashmina aku tu watkan aku lpe sebentar psl kes kene saman td tu . nie laa moments terbaek :)

balik je drpd pantai , terus pegi uma sarah anta kaen baju aku . pastu pegi mkn kat sri budik . ohh shitt , sumpah rindu sri budik ! byk kenangan kat sne . mcm biase aku mkn nasi puteh + tomyam + telur dadar . superb weyh ! pastu aku decide gtaw kat mak aku . mak aku berleter byk gak laa , mcm biase . then kol ayah ak plak . haha . 2 cara yg berbeza :

mama : baguslah . laen kali buat lg .

ayah : dah gtaw mama blom ? mama kate ape ?

aku : mama kate baguslah . laen kali buat lah lg .

ayah : takpe , buat lg bole bayar lg .

aku : = =''

smpai je bilik , dah siap pkai baju tdo smue . ape lg , wat status laa . hasil geram yg terpendam :

takpe , still dlm mood nak gelak XD

 

rase mcm kelopak mate bocor . kene tuka pampers dah nie !

positive kelopak mate bocor . air mate dah start bergenang .

oke fine . silalah menanges puas puas cik nadia . dah lame awak x menanges :)

siyes , setelah bertahun lamenyer aku x menanges (tipu sgt) , mlm tu mereka2 yg komen status aku tu berjaye wat aku menanges . wahh , congrats laa korang ! esknyer dah laa ade 2 kuiz , mate ak plak bengkak bkn sbb bace notes tp sbb nanges kene saman takot lesen kene tarik . bole plak mereka ckp kang lesen kene tarik then gantung 2 tahun pastu bru bole buat balik lesen . OMAIGADD , sorry ak x sggp . lesen sgt pntg kot utk aku . aku nie dah laa selalu kua merayap . amne mgkn aku bole hidup tanpe lesen . smpai aku bole ckp aku sggp bayar bape pon kene saman asalkan jgn tarik lesen ak . mlm tu gak , 2 org yg mmg aku anggap mcm abg aku , dah berjaye menenangkan aku . and x lpe gak kat sorang kwn aku . thanks korang bertiga . kene mention ke name kat sni ? hehe no need laa . thanks sgt , very appreciate it . ari tu ade class cancel , then aku pon pegilah bayar saman tersebut kat kaunter jpj . rm70 aku ilang . hmm . tp at least aku sgt bersyukur yg lesen ak x kene tarik pon . hooyeahh ! lebiu laa jpj ! yakk !

p/s : semua words yg bertande merah tu semue halangan2 yg aku dpt time otw nk g pantai . pnyelah byk halangan , kenapelah aku nie sedikit pon x realise yg something bad will happen to me ? tp takpe , mende dah jd . pengalaman mengajar aku menjadi lebey dewasa . ceewahhh ! at least aku bersyukur lesen ak x kene tarik . tp kenape , budakk budakk nie semue asyek pggl aku budak saman ? suke sgt pggl aku budak saman eh ? even ak gelak psl mende laen pon , korang ckp jgn gelak kang kene saman plak . mcm biase aku just bole ckp , i mean jerit : AKU DAH BAYAR SAMAN LAAAAAAAHHHH !